Up, up, up...but to where?

I just don't even know my own life right now.

All this good stuff happening is seriously making me nervous. Is that bad? Good things happen to me and then I wonder when all the bad stuff is going to come crashing down on me. I can only hope that all the bad things are vanishing from above me like the deductibles in the Nationwide commercials. Maybe I have an invisible Bob the discount finder/problem solver around somewhere.

Work was really great today. I mean, I didn't do much, just filled out some paperwork. But I'm just stoked that 1) I got paid $16 to sit around and sign my name, and 2) This job is going to be great. The owner apparently gets people coffee from Port City sometimes, everyone is so nice, and training is going to be extensive enough that I'm going to feel really confident by the time I start actually working the floor.

I'm also starting to finally make some good friends that aren't from home! There are some guys that live two or three houses down from us that are really nice (and one is pretty cute), and the girls that live next to them. They all hang out a lot. Sweta and I met them last Friday night and we've all hung out twice already. I feel like I have friends that I can knock on their door on the weekend or text when I'm free and ask to hang out. They've been really nice about extending the hand of friendship to us, and I'm willingly taking it. They're really cool people. Plus there's a girl in my PE class that I've hung out with a few times this year already as well. We have the exact same sense of humor and she's just the sweetest person. She actually came over tonight and all of my new friends got to know each other, which I don't really know why but is super exciting.

I'm not sure if I talked about this earlier this week, but my class at Insight on Monday was fantastic as well! We've had two classes and I feel like I've learned so much. I'll keep you posted on that.

Also, about that guy I was texting from that class. He stopped texting me. Like I don't know what happened. We had this flirtationship going on, then he just randomly stopped texting me. So I guess that's over? At least nothing happened and we can be friends, because he's a cool guy. But to be completely honest, I wasn't really sure if I was feeling it anyway. I mean, don't get me wrong, he's really attractive. But I just didn't feel that...I don't know, I guess conversations just were kind of awkward sometimes and stuff. There just wasn't that spark.

But now that I think of it, my life actually isn't perfect. I'm dealing with a couple of people that I don't know how to deal with right now. Me and one of my really good friends are in a fight, and I hate when people I care about are upset with me (whether they should be or not). And I'm dealing with issues of someone who is clingy and annoying thats still a really nice person that I hate being standoffish to but I can't bring myself to be friendly to either. That's a complicated one. But I just keep praying to God that I find some way to handle these situations. And I keep praying for these people too, that they find balance and harmony in their lives. That's all I can do.

Buenos noches, chicos y chicas.

xoxo