Crash

I think today I finally hit the crash from my happy high of the past week or so.

Thing is, I really don't know why.

Earlier today I just felt really sad. Everything made me want to cry. Talking to my mom. Talking to my mom about money (and the fact that I don't have any). Reading a letter my best friend mailed to me. Thinking about how I have no real plans for the weekend. And finally, what broke me, watching a video featuring the song "Marry Me" by Train of an adorable man proposing to a gorgeous girl in the most romantic way. So romantic and wonderful in fact that they both started crying. I had to leave the room and wait for the video to finish because I just couldn't handle it.

I really hate days like this. Nothing happened. I mean, nothing. I was fine this morning, and then I just got sad. But I think this happens to a lot of people (right?? Right?!?), which makes me feel...well not alone at least.

I'm going to try to find something to do tonight to lift my spirits. But if I don't, it might just make me feel worse.

Wish me luck.

xoxo