Stressful

The last few days of my life have been some of the most stressful. This is something I've never told you guys, but when I get stressed out all the tension goes to my shoulders and the bottom of my feet. Which is why I frequently ask people to rub those parts of my body, though those people rarely comply (especially my sister. She never does). The knots in my shoulders are like baseball pitcher mounds on my body right now.

I've spent a lot of money in the past few days, though not for nothing. I finally have a bedside table now, which means I'm up to one actual drawer and down to one box in my room. As soon as I get a dresser I can get rid of that box and the suitcases housing my clothes that don't get hung up. I actually feel like this is a room that I could live in for real, not just a room I'm passing through.

So my story for the day. My friend asked me a few weeks ago to audition for a student film she and a few other people were producing. I read the script and saw that there was only one girl part. When I got to the audition today, I was the only girl there. So I was feeling pretty good about being casted. Then the email went out with the cast list and guess whose name was next to the female characters? Not mine. My friend's. She didn't even audition with us, read with any of the males there auditioning, or say she was going to audition at all. She just got the part. I felt so betrayed. If she was going to take the part anyway, she shouldn't have told me about the opportunity. I'm pretty over it by this point, I'm just disappointed now. Between that fiasco, shopping today, orientation before, moving in, worrying about money, unpacking, worrying about money more, unpacking more...I'm exhausted.

Oh, and I have my first day of classes of sophomore year tomorrow.

If I don't ever blog again, I'm probably dead.

PS. The color of the title of this blog and the color of the of the posts are the colors of my room! Cute, huh?